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Nature’s Touch

18 Monday Aug 2014

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Nature’s splendor, a cloak woven, in shades from flame to bronze
Fall’s exuberant melody, orchestrates the gusting breeze.
The rich carpet of decay, wearing textures crisp and bright.
Celebrating a death of sorts, though it’s too hard to conceive.

The joy and promise beckoning, beneath Winter’s frosty glare
Spring cajoles with tenderness, her breathless touch banishes despair.

Summer’s embrace is warm and ripe, boughs laden with lushest green.
She basks in perfumed glory, her presence gentle and serene.

Haunted Hospital

05 Tuesday Aug 2014

Posted by Karen Payton Holt in Short Stories

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This story was a Halloween prose prompt challenge in Writer’s Carnival.

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I awoke to darkness, but I wasn’t scared. It had been dark here, now, for as long as I could remember. I had chosen ward B, hospital bed number 136, as mine the day I took up residence. I survived consumption, and although the cough still bothered me, there was no blood. So, things must be okay.

Swinging my legs over the side of the bed, I let them sway, stirring the layers of cotton skirts against my ankles. I never undressed for bed. It hadn’t occurred to me to do so for a few years now, but I didn’t seem to smell.

The unlit ward was gloomy, but the gaps in the wooden boards nailed over the windows letting in slices of light to cut across the floor told me it was dawn.

I laced up my sensible shoes. They were the last gift from the goodwill before my mother had died, here, in this very bed, in fact, and left me to succumb to the grips of tuberculosis.

I wished I, too, had died. Being an orphan in hiding turned out to be a lonely place.

The delivery man would be along soon. I only saw him once a week, and exchanging those few words became the highlight of my existence. His liveried van had seen better days, and I would hear it laboring up the long overgrown driveway to the huge gray building long before I could see it.

I never knew which entrance he would choose, so I couldn’t let him in. I usually waited in the white-washed, cobweb adorned reception area for him to appear. His suspenders creaked as he walked and his face, beneath his cloth cap, always broke into a smile, although, I could tell he felt sorry for me.

‘Get some sunshine on ya skin, lass,’ was his favored farewell as he loaded my arms up with cheese wrapped in muslin, a loaf of soda bread, and, joy of joys, a slab of fruit cake.

I threw away most of the food, more often than not. My anticipation of eating always outshone the experience. I would eat, and still feel hollow inside.

Sunshine, too, was a pleasant thought, but the reality was feeling only the biting cold of the wind which drove me back inside the hospital as dread cramped every muscle.

I checked my watch, and chuckled. The hands always said it was 3 o’clock, but the habit of looking remained hard to break. I just knew he’d be here soon, and I scuttled along the waxed floor, disturbing the carpet of talcum-powder fine dust into a misted dry ice effect.

On the ground floor, more light bled in between the rotting boards nailed over the windows. Some were damaged where kids had broken in over the years. And while it was not at all romantic to my mind, petrified girls were inclined to cling to sweaty boys, and one thing always seemed to lead to another.

Sound carried in the cavernous carcass of the hospital and my imagination provided the rest. I laughed, a coughing fit racked my body, and I sank to the floor.

What was that? Voices drifted in, riding on the motes of dust dancing in funnels of sunshine. Footsteps outside. I pressed my hands over my face. It was a long time since I had seen any ghosts. I thought they had moved on.

Their garb became more confusing with every sighting. The last ones had brought with them a weird contraption which filled the wards with lightning bolts, but there was no thunder.

Then there were the ones who came and sat in huddles with things covering their ears as though noise hurt them. They stared at green screens and whispered, and I was sure they had escaped from the insane asylum five miles down the road.

I hung onto the hope it was George, the delivery guy, but he didn’t talk much, so I knew I was wrong.

The front door creaked as the handle turned, and I dived out of sight. It was too late to go back upstairs. I found myself inside the office where filing cabinets lined the walls.

During moments of boredom,I had read every file contained within, and knew the fate of the rest of those who once lived in my village. My own file remained incomplete. I had sunk into a fever induced coma and no one had seen fit to record what happened after that.

The breeze gusting around my bare ankles told me they had gotten in. I took refuge under the large mahogany desk.  Folding my bony body into the space meant for the chair, I held my breath and waited.

The door handle rattled, and chains clinked menacingly. Perhaps these, too, were asylum inmates.

Lost souls seemed to always end up here.

“The door’s locked,” a female voice whispered.

The clinking chain noise scraped, grinding against the door, and then, slowly, it opened.

I fitted the image to the sounds as the rusted hinges creaked.

“Bingo,” whispered a male.

“Why are you whispering?” A man’s voice, thicker and older filled the room and I put my hands over my ears.

What do they want… not me? Please, not me. I’m not ready to die.

The girl laughed, a nervous tinkling sound which danced up and down my spine.

I peered out of my hiding space and saw three pairs of feet. Two sets were wearing weird, garishly decorated shoes. My mother said shoes only came in black or tan… I suddenly felt cheated. These had the silhouettes of two girls sitting back to back on the heel, and were white and silver.

The loud man had black shoes with laces, like my father used to wear. I missed my father.

Curiosity got the better of me. Does this man have whiskers like my father, too.

I crawled forward until I could see the ghosts. They were staring at the photographs on the wall. Doctors and nurses ranged in rows across the sepia prints, standing to attention with stiff smiles on their faces.

The patients not in comas were positioned in the foreground, sitting in bath chairs or on crutches. My mother was there, and my father. The glass covering their faces was clean where my fingers had rubbed over it a thousand times, as though I could absorb their memory.

The girl leaned closer and gasped.

What have they seen?

“There,” she hissed.

The young male nudged her aside, staring too. “You’re right…”

What?!

My curiosity burned like embers inside. It was a long time since I had felt warm. I edged forward, suddenly not caring if they saw me.

The girl abruptly rubbed her arms and made a ‘brrrrr’ sound. Startled, I stepped back as she swung around, walked towards me, and then she was gone.

From behind, I heard her hushed voice. “She is here. Amy is here. I felt her.”

I turned and absorbed the expression of wonder on a face which looked remarkably like mine when I was healthy, and she looked straight through me.

Amy?  My name is Amy…

Light And Shade

22 Tuesday Jul 2014

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When the sun’s rays scatter a prism
Nature’s hand paints in colors bright
through jewelled drops of morning dew
Senses sing, and warm hearts take flight

Break free from the cocoon of silk
where butterflies dance, leave the light,
and clouds of darkness bring the edge
unravel threads of thoughts that seep

Disrupted mind where evil scythes
a wielded blade of horrors taught.
The faces dressed in nightfall’s cloak
disguising death beneath warm smiles.

A Precious Gift.

21 Monday Jul 2014

Posted by Karen Payton Holt in Horror, Short Stories

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Another Writers Carnival challenge. This week; You’re proud parents of a newborn who grows at an accelerated rate, in fact, overnight she has aged three months. You know no one has swapped the child. So what happens next? Where do you go and what’s going on? Use no more than 1,500 words.

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I opened my eyes and stared at the bedroom ceiling. The pearl grey light suggested it was the early hours of the morning. The mewling sound drifting through the house, originating from the crib down the hall, demanded my attention and pulled at my gut. I loved her, this baby, even though she was my death warrant.

Swinging my legs over the side of the bed, I took a moment to absorb the ‘normal’ feelings. The soft pile of the carpet beneath my feet, and the breeze from the window cooling my skin. I left Aiden sleeping and went to the nursery. Even though I expected it, I inhaled sharply at her appearance.

Her rounded, soft limbs carried the rosy-tinted healthy flush of a three month old baby, even though my body still ached from the birthing of this child a mere twenty four hours ago. Leaning over the crib, a flood of warmth surprised me. Her smile, the kind that shone in eyes which captured every shade of blue in the spectrum, defied description. A cooing breath completed the spell, like an arrow piercing my heart. I love this child.

It felt weird, when I knew would never see her grow to adulthood. That had been the deal. A human lifespan of health, happiness and shining good fortune, and He gets a child.

Instinctively, I had known the time was coming, and that He would demand the bargain be sealed. The shadow of his presence had been thicker these last few weeks. Aiden suffered three accidents. Near misses, really, of the ‘you could have been killed’ variety. I knew they were warnings shots across the bow. Reminders that He could take away my ‘happiness’ in one stroke.

“I’ve given you a queen. Can’t I keep the rest? Still live?” I stared into Lilith’s eyes, and seeing the blue hue turn to flint took my breath away. The answer was no. Reaching into the crib, I picked up the child. Her soft body fit into mine. My stomach cramped and my breasts ached as the primal bond of mother and child swept through my body. Sitting in the armchair, I settled Lilith into my lap and held her to my breast.

The cramps in my belly became stronger with each hard pull of her suckling mouth. Her tiny fingers moved over my soft skin in a clutching action, all part of Mother Nature’s design to make a baby’s needs undeniable. Looking down at the determined jaw moving in rhythmic demanding strokes, the feeling of having my life drained from me was real, I knew. It was not just milk Lilith took from me.

As her eyes drifted closed, I stared out of the window over the pink dawn streaking across the sky. How many of these would I get to see? I didn’t know if Aiden truly understood that I would be leaving him to be a lone parent. I only ever told him what I needed to. He had a lot to get his head around in the last three weeks. Telling him his wife carried a child which could not be his had shocked him. He adjusted very quickly. He knew his life of plenty had a darker underbelly. The unwritten pact between us to not ask questions came to an end, and now he knew everything.

The house and grounds had been my prison for three weeks. My skin still hurt from the accelerated growth of the baby, where the lower layers of the derma tore, leaving blood-red stretch marks. I smiled. My stomach looked as though the Devil’s claws had dragged over my flesh. In a way, they had.

I awoke on the morning of Lilith’s conception, feeling violated. The vivid dream of being stalked and forced to succumb to His attentions became reality. I buried the shame that I could not label it ‘rape’. I enjoyed it, His attentions. The bruised feeling between my thighs mocked me, and I suspected evidence stained the sheets deliberately, just in case I was in doubt.

I never had any doubt. Twenty years passed too quickly, in the end. The sixteen year old girl He liberated from a prison cell certainly made the most of those years. My ‘john’s’ blood still stained my soul, and maybe that’s why accepting death felt right. The guy earned a lifetime in Hell when he beat Jess to death. He should’ve been my trick, not hers, but shit, I did too much coke that afternoon and dragging my ass out of bed felt like crawling out from under a bear’s carcass. And that’s what the guy looked like too, after I buried a knife in his back. A bear carcass, crushing the bloody pulp that had been Jess. It should have been me. I would’ve gutted him with switch blade I kept under the pillow.

But, when I was gone, Lilith would still have Aiden. That thought chilled my flesh. I pushed away the sudden scene of seduction He put in my head. They were not related by blood, after all.

In a blinding moment of clarity, I realized I’d been used. Tricked. The trappings of a bountiful life had always been overshadowed by the price I would have to pay. That feeling of waiting for the debt collector to come banging on the door haunted me. I found a strong, healthy mate with whom I could never have children — another part of the bargain — I built an affluent lifestyle, and my career as a lawyer rose quickly to glittering heights. All His doing, I knew.

Aiden turned out to be my match in every way. He enjoyed limitless power as a CEO of a bank. He sat on the board of many companies, including a heavy hitting pharmaceutical research facility. Everything he touched turned to gold. Were Aiden’s gifts a coincidence? I didn’t think so. And now, having given birth to His daughter, my death would leave Lilith with a father and formidable protector who would be molded to her will.

I laughed. Yes. I’d been used. I was nothing more than a pack mule. He must have found me pathetic and amusing.

I looked down into Lilith’s drowsy features. She was fully fed and relaxed, her soft rosebud lips still pursed, but no longer latched on. Cradling her in my arms it took more effort than I expected rising to my feet. The newborn of yesterday morning was15lbs heavier and much more solid. Settling her in the crib, I padded through the dark house in bare feet.

Will I get to choose how to die? The gossamer fine net drapes billowed as a breeze wafted through the house. My skin prickled at the sudden chill. I fancied I heard the word ‘No’ drifting on the air.

“No.” I smiled, tasting the bile churning in my stomach. “Of course not.”

Joy Slips Away

16 Wednesday Jul 2014

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A chilled breath settling on my shoulders
unease drifting through my heart
and the shadow dimming my delight
a bruising thumbprint on my soul

My joy slipping away in silence
seeping through the aching cracks
as vibrance fades to the barest thrum
of a damaged heart that breaks

Silent reaper wields a gentle hand
where his touch is sure and soft
laying darkest shadow in his wake
with a whispered dark caress

As much as I yearn to hold on fast
though my heart’s an arid husk
beneath the weight of my foreboding
I surrender, because I must

Dancing On The Edge.

12 Saturday Jul 2014

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The slipstream of desire,
casting my errant thoughts adrift.
The wonder ‘could you love me’,
an enticement to resist.

Insidious attraction,
treads a fine line drawn in aches.
Resistance fades with each caress,
my trailing fingers take.

Longing thickens to a shadow,
and stains my pulsing heart.
Each tendril of the yearning,
a craved drug that leaves its mark.

Your words, they carry too much weight,
a siren call that hurts.
Your smile, the shards of beauty,
cut me open when it melts.

I’m dancing on the edge,
the abyss, a pounding dread.
Sanity, in tight clenched fist,
twisting on a tender thread.

Enslaved by the thundering,
of my own anguished heart.
Desperate to touch, but afraid,
rejection, the poison dart.

Self preservation begs retreat,
to cage my heart in cold,
embrace the void of numbness,
build a fortress for my soul

Flash Fiction: The King Is Dead.

12 Saturday Jul 2014

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This week’s Writer’s Carnival team challenge was to write a short story that begins with the following sentence: My life will never be the same…

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life will never be the same again, once I reveal myself. I clung to the final moments of anonymity. The sunlight pouring in through the imposing window slanted across the flagstone floor, banishing darkness to the farthest corners of the castle’s cavernous great hall.

I had become accustomed to staying in shadows, sacrificing my happiness on the altar of revenge.

I’m no longer in hiding. For twenty four hours a day, the linen binding around my chest which flattened my breasts helped in creating a safe identity. The tunic I wore molded my shape to that of a youth. I bided my time and wielded my knife. Borrigan berries gave me a euphoric feeling of fearlessness, and four knights died at my hand. Drinking mead and ale until they could barely stand made them easy pickings, and they never considered that the enemy could be inside the castle.

Taking another step forward, I could see past the stone pillar. He sat at the banquet table alone. Although his face was streaked with dirt, pools of blood sat in the creases of his throat. The smell of battle hung in the air. Blood. The stench of melting fat and charred skin was a familiar one, as the bonfires raging in the courtyard burned the vanquished to prevent disease.

Red wine stained the aged wooden tabletop like dried blood. My vision blurred as I remembered my father’s fatal wound pumping blood between my fingers, despair seeping through my soul.

“I failed you, Arienne. Stay safe, Thomas…”

Thomas had helped me, fitted me out in squire’s attire and showed me how a ‘man’ walks. But not anymore. I wore a gown for the first time in six months, the bodice pushed my breasts up into the ripe swell of a maiden. Although, I could not disguise fingernails broken and stained with dirt, nor the callouses on my palm where the hilt of my dagger had spent so many hours in my hand.

I set a smile upon my artfully painted face, the dash of olive-colored henna on my lids accenting my green gaze. Pinching my cheeks to redden them, I stepped forward into the light.

The knight’s head snapped around. The goblet in his hand toppled over, the dregs of ale flooding the table. The scowl etched on his face deepened as he surged to his feet. I fell back a step as he strode forward, his fingers digging in as he gripped my shoulders and pulled me into his body. I yelped as the muscular band of his arm around my body crushed my lungs and his mouth covered mine. His tongue dipped in between my lips, seeking mine, his kiss hard and insistent.

My knees shook as a light headed feeling weakened my body. I grabbed his leather tunic, my knuckles white as I held on tight. His own breathing sounded harsh as he settled his hands on my shoulders and, holding me away, studied my face.

“I thought you were dead. When the King’s equerry brought news, he said the ladies in waiting and you…”

“Merek, they raped and slaughtered every female.”

The muscle in his jaw twitched. “They paid for their treachery. I’m sorry I could not save your father. So how…?” Taking my hand, looking down, he turned it over and studied the bruises and straight edged cuts in my calloused skin, and understanding dawned. “You pretended to be a squire?”

I smiled. “I looked too young to be a knight.”

As if noticing it for the first time, he ran his fingertips ran through my short, rough cut hair. He smiled. “This will never do My Lady.” Suddenly dropping to one knee and pressing his forehead to the back of my fingers, he said, “The King is dead. I swear allegiance to my new Queen.”

For the first time in six months, I took a breath that did not hurt. I had thought my life would never be the same again, and I was right.”

Flash Fiction: Scarecrow’s Quest.

08 Tuesday Jul 2014

Posted by Karen Payton Holt in Flash Fiction, Humor

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This was another Writer’s Carnival Team challenge where we had to include a scarecrow, a rubber duck, and a blind donkey in a flash fiction story. This one came out a little weird, but I can’t say I’m surprised at that. (Word Count 762)

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The gritty soil whipped around my face as the vortex gradually unfolded from around my body, unveiling acres of farmland spread out before me like squares on a patchwork quilt. The tangle of twigs inside my head shuffled into some kind of order and, without looking down, I knew I was still a bloody scarecrow.

My straw neck crackled as I looked skyward. “You’ve got to be kidding me.”

Like a crazy carousel, I found myself in this field more times than I could remember. My dry hands felt scratchy, which of course, they were, as, tugging on the rim of a tattered straw hat, I pulled my shoes out of the mud. What did you think? Of course scarecrows need shoes.

Dust plumed into the air as I trudged across the dry cracked earth towards the farmhouse.

To be a man again was all I wanted. Some buck’s party joke this turned out to be. The fortune teller whose crystal ball I shattered had cursed me as an ‘unfeeling idiot’. I guess, in this part of the quest, a scarecrow was the closest fit.

She’d said ‘I must take a close look at myself and ‘see’ the error of my ways. The last test was a ‘sink or swim’ challenge.

I’d worked out the sink or swim bit pretty quickly. I patted my pants pockets, relieved when I felt the firm duck-shaped bulge. A rubber duck. At least the fortune teller was not resetting the day completely. I collected the duck when I found myself whisked back as a mascot in a shopping mall. Man, that chipmunk-costume head had been heavy. Except, for me, it wasn’t a costume. I really became an eight foot tall chipmunk. Stealing a rubber duck from the toy store was not easy with kids circling my legs like sharks.

I gladly jumped through every hoop she set, and here I was on the last quest.

I’d lost count of the scarecrow days I’d endured. I must be missing something. I shed a storm of broken straw as I vaulted the gate. This was bullshit. I knew the answer to this challenge must have a beating heart, if I wanted mine back.

I’d tried every animal on the farm. Every. Single. One. My clue from the fortune teller was, ‘you’re looking for a heart… nothing more, nothing less, a pure heart’.

What then? A frigging princess. I wasn’t about to take another human into the vortex. That’s why I was never human… we wouldn’t make it.

I scanned the farmyard, ticking off all the animals I’d already taken back. Cow, pig, even the sheepdog. The barn door shifted as the one hinge hanging onto the wooden frame creaked.

I crept inside. In the far corner was a small grey donkey. His nostrils flared. As he tossed his head, I caught the glimpse of milk-white cataracts in glistening eyes. Was this the ‘heart’ I needed to rescue? I didn’t have one inside my straw chest, but still, sadness seeped through me.

Closing in slowly, I reached for his rope halter. I didn’t want to scare him. I patted the blind donkey on a quivering shoulder as I whispered, “It’s okay, I won’t hurt you.” I hoped this was true. I tightened my grip on the harness as the hurricane of wind whipped up, realizing the vortex was taking us back.

I closed my eyes against the dirt and chaf blustering into my face and, when I opened them again, I was in the dimly lit room where gossamer scarves draping over the lights gave the room a rose-colored glow. The donkey had disappeared and I felt weirdly heavy.

The jingle of bracelets moving on a bony wrist drew my attention. The fortune teller was smiling. That had not been a good sign so far. My shoulders sagged. I dreaded the words she would utter.

I jolted in surprise as she said, “Quest completed. You are now a man once more.”

I scanned the cards laid out across the green baize table, reminders of the three tasks I had completed. I frowned. Heart, soul, and mind.

“If the donkey was heart, and helping the child escape from the maze was soul…. how is the rubber duck the mind?” I asked.

The fortune teller grinned, her black beady eyes glittering. “The donkey revealed your pure heart, the child, your kind soul, and the maze focused your mind. The duck was just for my amusement. To see you stuck as an eight foot tall chipmunk for three days was just hilarious.”

Electric Blue Dreams.

07 Monday Jul 2014

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This week’s Writer’s Carnival Team challenge : SOLE SURVIVOR. You’re a sole survivor of a plane crash and are stranded on a desert island, or so you thought. Write this using no less than 500 words.

*WARNING: Four instances of profanity*

Breaking through the membrane of the dome caused the aircraft to jolt. A little like a needle pushing its way through jello, the moment when the fuselage cleared the skin of the biosphere habitat enclosing the city of London always caused a catapult effect.

My head remained slammed back into my headrest until the plane hit Mach One and the acceleration eased. Ink blots crowded my vision when the blood rushed to the back of my brain and training exercises kicked in as I took deep cleansing breaths. Staring straight ahead, the glossy lacquered finish of Ed’s helmet in the front seat came back into focus. The clipped voice in my ear sounded crystal clear.

“Jack, verify our coordinates to Outpost Delta. Call sign ‘Phoenix’.”

Fighting against the unrelenting G-force, I forced my chin down, reading the data from the cuff wrapped around my wrist. My fingers felt like they’d been inflated by a bicycle pump as I mis-keyed the verification code. The onboard computer beeped.

“Jack? Coordinates man, get your shit together.”

Swearing softly, I got it on the second attempt.

The thin membrane of my gloves gave my skin a metallic sheen as I tapped the six digit coordinate reference into the console and hit ‘transmit’. Got it.

“Roger, that, Ed…”

My teeth snapped shut, narrowly avoiding taking a lump out of my tongue, as the craft lurched. The undulating sands of the desert below rushed up into view.

“Pull up: pull up: pull up…”

The reasonable tone of the automated voice was strangely calming. That’s it, you don’t have to die, just ‘pull up’. Easy.

Instinctively, I followed the command, gripping the joystick and pulling back. The descent slowed, but our calm companion was unimpressed.

“Pull up: pull up: pull up…”

“Hold tight, Jack.” Ed’s equally calm voice crackled in my ear. Never had the gulf between us been clearer. My third supply delivery mission to Outpost Delta was outshone by his eighty third expedition. At least I was in safe hands.

The plane bucked as Ed switched to vertical thrusters and engaged air brakes. The din of rattling metal subsided as our speed dropped. The craft was dropping too, falling like a stone being pelted toward the ground.

“Ed, what’s going on?” My cuff-console showed ‘code red’ status on both port side engines. My helmet hissed as I activated the thermoseal and switched to in-suit oxygen supply. If the fuel tanks ruptured on impact, I’d need the oxygen boost to react quickly.

The desert dunes rushed up in a blur of wet beige. The plane’s nose flared at the last moment, dumping the rear end down hard into the rubble strewn desert. Even with the landing gear engaged, the shock absorbers sent a jolt up my spine.

Ed sat still as a corpse and panic clawed through my chest until I heard his snort of relief.

“What the fuck, Ed?”

“Engine two and four cut out on us. The air reading said borderline for debris, but it must still be dirty from last night’s rainstorm.”

Tapping the settings on the cuff-console, I shifted through the helmet viewing modes. Thirty times magnification showed grains of sand floating in the air like boulders in zero gravity.

The metal fuselage vibrated as Ed ran the vortex-clean programme, dust pluming around the craft at the sudden blast of whining fans. I scanned the terrain, anxiously looking for tell-tale signs of electric blue carapaces, and the ten seconds wait for the cycle to complete felt like a lifetime.

“See anything?”

I shook my head, and then realized that was useless. “Nothing. C’mon, get us the Hell out of here, Ed.” The only life forms out here in the desert stemmed from mutated reptile and insect DNA. Three hundred years after the meteor strike the temperatures on Earth were stable and on the climb at last. The impact caused the predicted ‘Ice Age Scenario’ and warm blooded life forms had only survived if they made it inside the domes.

Ed fired up the engines. I sat listened to the engine note sliding up through the octaves, the sandstorm erupting around us becoming thicker with each passing second.

“Green to go, on my mark, three, two, one.” Ed’s calm voice spoke into my earpiece.

I grimaced as, pulling on the joystick, my head compressed into my shoulders when vertical lift shot us upward like an elevator in a shaft. My stomach contents rammed up into my diaphragm as Ed switched to cruise mode and the plane surged forward.

I studied the craft calibration readings. The amber alerts were to be expected. Green would be better. The light on the right rear landing-gear hatch clicked to red and a prickle of unease trickled through me.

“Hey, Ed…”

The splintering sound made me flinch. The blue sky above disappeared behind a shroud of glittering cracks, the canopy overhead shattering like ice smashed by a hammer. A gasp burned in my lungs at the same moment as the plane pitched forward. I looked past Ed’s juddering helmet at dark grey sea where harsh sunlight cast a carpet of diamonds.

“Ed,” I shouted.

All I picked up in my earpiece was gargling breaths. Something spattered my visor and I knew it was blood. Pushing hard on my joystick, knowing both control rods needed to move together to make a vertical landing, I banked left, and at least swapped the seascape for land. I took deep slow breaths as the oxygen rich mixture in my helmet made me light headed.

Reaching down between my legs, grappling beneath my seat, my fingers closed over the thick metal D ring. Yanking hard, the metal studs around the canopy made a gunshot crack of explosives discharging, and my backside burned as the ejector seat compressed my flesh, driving me up into the gusting wind.

The sensation of free falling made me feel sick. I couldn’t focus on anything to stop the scenery whipping around. A red hot poker of pain rammed up into the base of my skull and my world went black.

In what felt like nano-seconds later, I opened my eyes and stared into an orange sky. Did Ed make it? The data skidding across my retina bio-screen said my vital signs were within normal range. The sting in my elbow crease lined up with the analgesic shot the data recorded as delivered. My body rocked gently inside the cushioned embrace of the suit’s impact inflated compartments. I pulled the plug from the valve on my hip, groaning as the suit deflated and knotted clumps of wet sand pressed into my shoulder blades.

Where’s Ed? One tap on my console replaced the orange filter of my visor with the glare of sunlight. Black smoke billowed in the air and the black-suited shape of Ed’s crumpled body lay about twenty feet away. I grunted as I rolled over, freezing as an electric blue light pierced the ash grey fringes of the smoke clouds. The chittering sound of grating mandibles crackled in my ears.

“Shit…” That red light came back to haunt me like a taunting demonic eye. The fucker must have hitched a ride. Flattening down on my belly, I commando crawled across the wet ground into the shadow thrown by outcrops of jagged rock.

Rolling over, I shuffled my shoulders in the soft wet sand, burrowing in deeper scooping the cold slush over my body. Body heat was my enemy. The added weight of my suit made it easier to sink lower into the silt until I was almost submerged. My helmet sighed as I hit the pressure seal and the sludge of wet sand covered my visor.

Even beneath the ground I heard the sickening sound of grating bone. I blocked out the image of Ed. My retina screen glowed in the dark with the electric blue of optimised scotopic response. Ironic. Radioactivity residues give these suckers the same blue glow that our eyes can’t miss, and yet, still they come out of nowhere. I stopped thinking and listened.

Nothing. And then the sand erupted around me and there was nothing but slicing pain.

Anger’s Clothes

30 Monday Jun 2014

Posted by Karen Payton Holt in Poetry

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Anger’s clothes are woven tight
in red and bruising purple
Knuckles clenched, bleached bone-white
as frustration arcs and fury bites
until the ice of anger melts
His slackened features then redress
in an inconsequential masquerade
of hollowed out regret

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